that there would come some one gasp of terror and delight, some
sensation entirely new to me; but I found myself in smooth water, before I
had time to feel anything but the buoyant pleasure of being carried so
lightly through this surf amid the breakers. Now and then the Indians
spoke to one another in a vehement jabber, which, however, had no tone
that expressed other than pleasant excitement. It is, no doubt, an act of
wonderful dexterity to steer amid these jagged rocks, when one rude touch
would tear a hole in the birch canoe; but these men are evidently so used
to doing it, and so adroit, that the silliest person could not feel
afraid. I should like to have come down twenty times, that I might have
had leisure to realize the pleasure. But the fog which had detained us on
the way, shortened the boat's stay at the Sault, and I wanted my time to
walk about.
While coming down the rapids, the Indians caught a white-fish for my
breakfast; and certainly it was the best of breakfasts. The whitefish I
found quite another thing caught on this spot, and cooked immediately,
from what I had found it at Chicago or Mackinaw. Before, I had had the bad
taste to prefer the trout, despite the solemn and eloquent remonstrances
of the Habitues, to whom the superiority of white fish seemed a cardinal
point of faith.
I am here reminded that I have omitted that indispensable part of a
travelling journal, the account of what we found to eat. I cannot hope to
make up, one bold stroke, all my omissions of daily record;
but that I may show myself not destitute of the common feelings of
humanity, I will observe that he whose affections turn in summer towards
vegetables, should not come to this region, till the subject of diet be
better understood; that of fruit, too, there is little yet, even at the
best hotel tables; that the prairie chickens require no praise from me,
and that the trout and white-fish are worthy the transparency of the lake
waters.
In this brief mention I by no means mean to give myself an air of
superiority to the subject. If a dinner in the Illinois woods, on dry
bread and drier meat, with water from the stream that flowed hard by,
pleased me best of all, yet at one time, when living at a house where
nothing was prepared for the table fit to touch, and even the bread could
not be partaken of without a headach in consequence, I learnt to
understand and sympathize with the anxious tone in which fathers of
families, about to take their innocent children into some scene of wild
beauty, ask first of all, "Is there a good table?" I shall ask just so in
future. Only those whom the Powers have furnished small travelling cases
of ambrosia, can take exercise all day, and be happy without even bread
morning or night.
Our voyage back was all pleasure. It was the fairest day. I saw the
river, the islands, the clouds to the greatest advantage.
On board was an old man, an Illinois farmer, whom I found a most
agreeable companion. He had just been with his son, and eleven other young
men, on an exploring expedition to the shores of lake Superior. He was the
only old man of the party, but he had
enjoyed, most of any, the journey. He had been the counsellor and
playmate, too, of the young ones. He was one of those parents, why
so rare? who understand and live a new life in that of their
children, instead of wasting time and young happiness in trying to make
them conform to an object and standard of their own. The character and
history of each child may be a new and poetic experience to the parent, if
he will let it. Our farmer was domestic, judicious, solid; the son,
inventive, enterprising, superficial, full of follies, full of resources,
always liable to failure, sure to rise above it. The father conformed to,
and learnt from, a character he could not change, and won the sweet from
the bitter.
His account of his life at home, and of his late adventures among the
Indians, was very amusing, but I want talent to write it down. I have not
heard the slang of these people intimately enough. There is a good book
about Indiaæten by a person who knows the people of the country well
enough to describe them in their own way. It is not witty, but
penetrating, valuable for its practical wisdom and good-humored fun.
There were many sportsman stories told, too, by those from Illinois
and Wisconsin. I do not retain any of these well enough, nor any that I
heard earlier, to write them down, though they always interested me from
bringing wild, natural scenes before the mind. It is pleasant for the
sportsman to be in countries so alive with game; yet it is so plenty that
one would think shooting pigeons or grouse would seem more like slaughter,
than the excitement of skill to a
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good sportsman. Hunting the deer is full of adventure, and needs only
a Scrope to describe it to invest the western woods with historic
associations.
How pleasant it was to sit and hear rough men tell pieces out of their
own common lives, in place of the frippery talk of some fine circle with
its conventional sentiment, and timid, second-hand criticism. Free blew
the wind, and boldly flowed the stream, named for Mary mother mild.
A fine thunder shower came on in the afternoon. It cleared at sunset,
just as we came in sight of beautiful Mackinaw, over which a rainbow bent
in promise of peace.
I have always wondered, in reading travels, at the childish joy
travellers felt at meeting people they knew, and their sense of loneliness
when they did not, in places where there was everything new to occupy the
attention. So childish, I thought, always to be longing for the new in the
old, and the old in the new. Yet just such sadness I felt, when I looked
on the island, glittering in the sunset, canopied by the rainbow, and
thought no friend would welcome me there; just such childish joy I felt,
to see unexpectedly on the landing, the face of one whom I called friend.
The remaining two or three days were delightfully spent, in walking or
boating, or sitting at the window to see the Indians go. This was not
quite so ant as their coming in, though accomplished with the same
rapidity; a family not taking half an hour to prepare for departure, and
the departing canoe a beautiful object. But they left behind, on all the
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shore, the blemishes of their stayold rags, dried boughs,
fragments of food, the marks of their fires. Nature likes to cover up and
gloss over spots and scars, but it would take her some time to restore
that beach to the state it was in before they came.
S. and I had a mind for a canoe excursion, and we asked one of the
traders to engage us two good Indians, that would not only take us out,
but be sure and bring us back, as we could not hold converse with them.
Two others offered their aid, beside the chief's son, a fine looking youth
of about sixteen, richly dressed in blue broadcloth, scarlet sash and
leggins, with a scarf of brighter red than the rest, tied around his head,
its ends falling gracefully on one shoulder. They thought it, apparently,
fine amusement to be attending two white women they carried us into the
path of the steamboat, which was going out, and paddled with all their
force, rather too fast, indeed, for there was something of a swell
on the lake, and they sometimes threw water into the canoe. However, it
flew over the waves, light as a sea-gull. They would say, "Pull away," and
"Ver' warm," and, after these words, would laugh gaily. They enjoyed the
hour, I believe, as much as we.
The house where we lived belonged to the widow of a French trader, an
Indian by birth, and wearing the dress of her country. She spoke French
fluently, and was very ladylike in her manners. She is a great character
among them. They were all the time coming to pay her homage, or to get her
aid and advice; for she is, I am told, a shrewd woman of business. My
companion carried about her
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sketch-book with her, and the Indians were interested when they saw
her using her pencil, though less so than about the sun-shade. This lady
of the tribe wanted to borrow the sketches of the beach, with its lodges
and wild groups, "to show to the savages ," she said.
Of the practical ability of the Indian women, a good specimen is given
by McKenney, in an amusing story of one who went to Washington, and acted
her part there in the "first circles," with a tact and sustained
dissimulation worthy of Cagliostro. She seemed to have a thorough love of
intrigue for its own sake, and much dramatic talent. Like the chiefs of
her nation, when on an expedition among the foe, whether for revenge or
profit, no impulses of vanity or wayside seductions had power to turn her
aside from carrying out her plan as she had projected it.
Although I have little to tell, I feel that I have learnt a great
deal of the Indians, from observing them even in this broken and degraded
condition. There is a language of eye and motion which cannot be put into
words, and which teaches what words never can. I feel acquainted with the
soul of this race; I read its nobler thought in their defaced figures.
There was a greatness, unique and precious, which he who does not feel
will never duly appreciate the majesty of nature in this American
continent.
I have mentioned that the Indian orator, who addressed the agents on
this occasion, said, the difference between the white man and the red
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man is this: "the white man no sooner came here, than he thought of
preparing the way for his posterity; the red man never thought of this." I
was assured this was exactly his phrase; and it defines the true
difference. We get the better because we do
"Look before and after."
But, from the same cause, we
"Pine for what is not."
The red man, when happy, was thoroughly happy; when good, was simply
good. He needed the medal, to let him know that he was good.
These evenings we were happy, looking over the old-fashioned garden,
over the beach, over the waters and pretty island opposite, beneath the
growing moon; we did not stay to see it full at Mackinaw. At two o'clock,
one night, or rather morning, the Great Western came snorting in, and we
must go; and Mackinaw, and all the north-west summer, is now to me no more
than picture and dream;
"A dream within a dream."
These last days at Mackinaw have been pleasanter than the "lonesome"
nine, for I have recovered the companion with whom I set out from the
East, one who sees all, prizes all, enjoys much, interrupts never.
At Detroit we stopped for half a day. This place is famous in our
history, and the unjust anger at its surrender is still expressed by
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passes there. I had always shared the common feeling on this subject;
for the indignation at a disgrace to our arms that seemed so unnecessay,
has been handed down from father to child, and few of us have taken the
pains to ascertain where the blame lay. But now, upon the spot, having
read all the testimony, I felt convinced that it should rest solely with
the government, which, by neglecting to sustain General Hull, as he had a
right to expect they would, compelled him to take this step, or sacrifice
many lives, and of the defenceless inhabitants, not of soldiers, to the
cruelty of a savage foe, for the sake of his reputation.
I am a woman, and unlearned in such affairs; but, to a person with
common sense and good eyesight, it is clear, when viewing the location,
that, under the circumstances, he had no prospect of successful defence,
and that to attempt it would have been an act of vanity, not valor.
I feel that I am not biased in this judgment by my personal relations,
for I have always heard both sides, and, though my feelings had been moved
by the picture of the old man sitting down, in the midst of his children,
to a retired and despoiled old age, after a life of honor and happy
intercourse with the public, yet tranquil, always secure that justice must
be done at last, I supposed, like others, that he deceived himself, and
deserved to pay the penalty for failure to the responsibility he had
undertaken. Now on the spot, I change, and believe the country at large
must, ere long, change from this opinion. And I wish to add my testimony,
however trifling its
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weight, before it be drowned in the voice of general assent, that I
may do some justice to the feelings which possessed me here and now.
A noble boat, the Wisconsin, was to be launched this afternoon, the
whole town was out in many-colored array, the band playing. Our boat swept
round to a good position, and all was ready butthe Wisconsin, which
could not be made to stir. This was quite a disappointment. It would have
been an imposing sight.
In the boat many signs admonished that we were floating eastward. A
shabbily dressed phrenologist laid his hand on every head which would
bend, with half-conceited, half-sheepish expression, to the trial of his
skill. Knots of people gathered here and there to discuss points of
theology. A bereaved lover was seeking religious consolation
inButler's Analogy, which he had purchased for that purpose.
However, he did not turn over many pages before his attention was drawn
aside by the gay glances of certain damsels that came on board at Detroit,
and, though Butler might afterwards be seen sticking from his pocket, it
had not weight to impede him from many a feat of lightness and liveliness.
I doubt if it went with him from the boat. Some there were, even,
discussing the doctrines of Fourier. It seemed pity they were not going
to, rather than from, the rich and free country where it would be so much
easier, than with us, to try the great experiment of voluntary
association, and show, beyond a doubt, that, "an ounce of prevention is
worth a pound of cure," a maxim of
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the "wisdom of nations," which has proved of little practical
efficacy as yet.
Better to stop before landing at Buffalo, while I have yet the
advantage over some of my readers.